rasberryheart

  It was a warm night, so Min Kyung decided to go to the backyard and go star-gazing. As she looked up at the bright dots, she couldn't help but remember that night when she and Eunhyuk did this... together.  She let out an exasperated sigh and sat down on the steps. I'm such an idiot... I never should have kissed him... what does he think of me now? It's all my fault! She looked at her knee, where Eunhyuk had last touched her. She wished she could go back in time to that night so she could change what happened. Maybe... I should just leave the group. There's no purpose for me now. Tears welled up in her eyes at the thought of her adventure

  "If we turn that way, we're dead."  Yunho glanced at Research Girl, who sat munching on her popcorn. He stared at his own bag of popcorn. I wish we were sharing a bag, he thought, reluctantly staring back at the screen.  Meanwhile, she could barely focus on the movie either. I can see him staring at me. Why is he staring at me?! she thought. This is creepy.  I'm pathetic. Shouldn't I be holding her hand? Doing that yawning arm trick thing? Gah, what do I do?!  I'm surprised he's not pulling any moves or something like they do in movies... if I didn't know any better, I'd think he was scared of girls.  She probably thinks I'm a wim

  Yunho stared at himself in the reflection. Slim-cut dark jeans, leather jacket, shiny new sneakers. Minty breath. Check. Cool stance. Check. Zipper fly up. He looked down.  Whoops.  He quickly zipped it up, and studied himself again. He didn't feel comfortable in this. He much preferred his school uniform and his basketball uniform. It was what he wore every day. It was rare he wore normal clothes like this. In fact, the clothes were a loan from Junsu (the jeans), Jaejoong (the jacket), and Changmin (the sneakers, although they were still too big for him).  He couldn't recognize himself.  "You're going to love her," Jaejoong had cooed

  "WOAH, MINHO!"  Yesung looked as if he had just seen a ghost when Min Kyung strolled downstairs for breakfast. She looked even more dead than yesterday. Since Eunhyuk didn't come home last night, she felt like she was responsible.  So she barely slept at all. She felt worried, guilty, and scared all at the same time. Heechul thought she was being ridiculous.  "Min Kyung ah," he scoffed. "You think he ran away from home?"  Min Kyung nodded meekly. "Yes."  "Because of you?"  "...Yes."  Heechul slapped his forehead. "Aish, you're so conceited." He put his hands on her shoulders. "Look, he'll be back tonight. Later tonight. Tomorr

  Eunhyuk didn't come home for the rest of the night. Min Kyung was so embarassed that she locked herself into her room and didn't come out for dinner, regardless of how many times they called her.  "Yah, Heechul," Leeteuk said, in a bossy voice. "GO GET MINHO!"  Heechul made a face. "But whhhyyyyy?" he whined. "Why me? I'm hungry! Why not Ryeowook or Sungmin or anybody else?"  "Because you're his roommate!" Kyuhyun said, waving his chopsticks in his direction.  "And you're his best friend, right?" Yesung added, putting up both his hands as if to say Duh.  "SO DO IT!" Everyone shouted in unison, pushing him out of the dining room. H

  Yoochun felt as if the world stopped when Byung Soon slapped him.   "Excuse me?"   Yoochun stared at her face, her beautiful face, which was caught in the middle - between shock and worry. He willed himself not to cry. Don't cry, Chun, don't cry.   "How dare you say that." With every word she said, Yoochun could see the Noona in her coming out more and more. He could hear the lies bubbling underneath it all.   "Noona, I..." Yoochun's voice trailed off. This was a first for him. If it were any other girl who slapped him, he'd break up with her immediately and make her life a living hell.

  Ninth grade. Graduation dance.  Yunho had watched his friends get ready for the dance, all spiffy in their suits, their hair gelled back. Each one of their personalities shined through. Everything about Jaejoong was so prim and clean. His little bow, his shirt, his jacket, everything. Junsu, on the other hand, screamed 'messy'. His tie was crooked, his shirt was unbuttoned, and his jacket was opened. He reeked of cologne. Yoochun was the typical Ladies' Man, his hair in spikes, his breath smelling like mint, the sunglasses perched on his head.  Of course, this had been before they met Changmin.  "You SURE you don't want to go?" Jaejoo

  "What the hell was that?" Yunho snapped after Research Girl had left and when Yoochun was finally sober.  Yoochun slowly looked up from his book. "Hm?"  "What the hell was that?" Yunho repeated.  "I don't know. What was it?" Yoochun went back to reading his book, but Yunho slapped it out of his hand. Yoochun slowly looked up. "Now what?"  "You.... what's wrong with you! Didn't we tell you not to come home if you're drunk?!" Yunho was pissed. Yoochun had been such a jerk to her. And she got mad back.  Yoochun laughed. "Oh, my god. Get over yourself already. She doesn't have to be treated like a princess." He looked thoughtful, then

 Who was that boy, slightly slouching in his school uniform, walking beside the loner girl from his school? Why was he walking with her, if he knew she wasn't to be associated with? Why were they standing so close to each other?  It certainly could not have been Yunho. He was apart of the most popular social group at school. He could've been walking with Dong Bang Shin Ki, or maybe his basketball friends. So, if it were him, why was he walking with this girl? He could have been doing something better with his life. Why her?  In fact, it was Yunho. He felt as if he were in a dream, as if all of this were surreal. After all, he was just a b

  "Min Ho ah, trust me, they were just being... ignorant," Heechul reassured for the fiftieth time that night. "I swear, I've never seen the E.L.Fs act up like that. They're usually so... peaceful."  "Right," Min Kyung snapped. She buried her face in her hands. "I'm never going to live this down. I mean... they were so mean.... and they were so persistent..."  "It's going to be okay," Heechul replied simply. "Don't worry, really! It's only the beginning."  "Yep," Yesung chimed in. "There's going to be many hardships, many tears, much anger... but this is all part of the road to being an Idol."  "If being an Idol means going through th